lemme tell u first☝️❗️
if u read my blogger and u read this one, i will u keep ur mouth silence and pretend not to know even ur eyes🧐, don't let me find out u yaa.. ( i sensitive w gesture).
and i will archive soon hehe–
Une Expérience Précieuse en 2025✨️
2025, the year that i think became my turning point.
i hv a lot things in my head, sometimes stuck, sometimes wanna cry, and sometimes got stuck in my head for a long time.
in my 17s, i was truly become myself. i don't care w person, and i always choose what i want.
the question is, "so, after that u never choose what u want?"
still bro, and i think i choose what i want first and secure w myself, back at the moment I was sooo people pleaser.
and i think i grow up, but at the same times i can't handle w myself too, and hard to manage my stress.
god answer me, i can't easily to cry– but at the right moment, i can't handle my anger.
but everything was a process•••
stoicism is the key u hv peace life, not sure– but it's worth...
with all the struggles, i always ask and cry to God and i said "God, i can't handle just by myself, and i need person. God, i need person, i know it my self first. But, i don't know i need the person for me, I need someone to calm me down"
everyday, every i'am going and coming home on the bus, look at the traffic jam view and talk to myself like that and repeated.
and i don't know how•••
God gimme the answer w cat
cat (?)
yesss!!!☆☆☆
i was live in my new home after i shs, and i like not to care about my surroundings...
so, i don't know how, my cat come to my home and become part of my life!
since there was that cat, my life kinda like there is a rainbow after the rain...
my life is so colorful..
I laughed a lot, happy and my dopamine increased drastically.
and believe me, cats do bring happiness...
before that, my mom hates cat, and a lot people say that a person's character can also be seen in how they treat animalssss...
yes, i agree w them. but, after my cat come to my home. my mom changes a lot...
Many times i'm grateful for the presence of my cat! my happiness is sooo..radiant bcs him (btw he's boy)
my dad also said like "u look more happiness w cat, so i make sure the cat's food isn't finished"
last but not least...
i more stable, when I face a situation, and someone.. i can manage my stress. and also my life more better than before likee, i more ontime than before (but i know i still late person, but at least i more better broo)
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